Thursday, November 18, 2010

Temporarily passify the hunger

I'm hungry, but have been too distracted to eat.

The hunger grows, and I gather berries and fruit along my journey. But not enough to satisfy.

I'm beginning to think that in most cases, love is not the answer. In fact it is only a distraction. Often times it is the dissipation of love that fills the void, usually by creating another void to focus on.

Distractions will not make me whole. How long will I feel like half a person?

I am sitting in my sanctuary. But God is not here right now. I cannot feel Him. I cannot feel a thing but hunger. Where is that damn bread and wine they promised?

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